a new beginning

Casting

2008-01-24T16:23:00.000+08:00

im now working under oppa.
lol.

so im now asst casting director.
or so i think...

job scope includes making a cast list, scheduling auditions, and sourcing for suitable cast.

not so bad. but it's only my 2nd day.
so who am i to say??

i have some more retarded pics of oppa.
he made e saranghae sign dat time.
LOL.

cos he copied chul.
TSK.

ELICIT IS OPEN!
PLS JOIN!!

oppa.

2008-01-20T14:55:00.000+08:00

tmr begins the final week of freedom.
starting from e 30th, u'll hardly see me online.

at least i think so.

to cure my boredom at work, since i cant watch videos like in animation, i did some stuff worth laughing at.

i didnt do this. someone else did. but u know e crazy me.
so when i saw e yellow 'flag' i went crazy...

FT ISLANDDDDDD!!!
fti pride at e office. heh.

and of cos, if e pic of heechul during tep wasnt enuf, i brought along MORE pics to the office.

and to think that more than 1 ppl though e heechul in sch uniform was the same person as the qianhui in the bus.

OMGGGGG!!! i went crazy as crazy can get.
unbelievable.

and of cos. another thing ppl wanted to know.
who is amy's oppa?
which oppa think her oppa is hot?
and wants to cut his hair like that oppa?

hahahaha. i'll reveal him tdy.

hahahaha.

HAHAHAHAHA.

he who wants that hair.

is him.
presenting...

SHAVY OPPA.

lol oppa.
look wats in his hands.

TERMINAL 3

2008-01-19T23:22:00.000+08:00

FINALLY! tdy's entry!

was supposed 2 meet with geral, ~~hyung~~unnie, tri and qh at e airport tdy.
in e end, e 2 magnaes were late, so they didnt go airport.

so tdy, geral was magnae.
HAHAHAHAHA.
sounds so wrong.

met geral at t3 fountain. let her read e catch issue featurin her.
den she told me ft comin msia. WTH??
why all goin msia?
so near yet so far. irritatin can?!

hyung as usual late and lost.
AHAHAHA.

geral and me became tourists. take pics everywhere.
hahaha.

sapphire blue is super junior. im biased.

the trees remind me of an island. so.... FT ISLAND!! hahahaha

dreamin that we were flying on these flights. if only...
hyung's flight to sri lanka gt delayed. it was repeated LOADS of times.
HAHAHAHA.

lunch at popeyes. my 1st time there.
heck! it was the 1st time i went airport on my own!

the 3 unnies. we're so old dat geral is magnae.
weird rite?

after lunch went to viewing hall. stand and look at planes.
we saw this red tiny plane.
it was heechul's private jet. he came 2 see me. and flew back for tmr's inki.

hyung pointed out a lapis cake and ang ku kueh chair at e transit hall. HAHAHAHA.

the plane i dream of taking.
i've taken 2 other airlines i think. but never SIA.
one day...

the model of t3...
we should have went when the terminal hadnt start functioning.
we could have walked into the transit hall, and all other out of bound places.
hurhurhur.

while at e viewing hall, shiqi called hyung. and they decided to meet.
but i had to go home. BOOHOO!

so i was on e phone with tri, and hyung with shiqi.
all decidin where to meet.
HAHAHAHA.

so in the end they decided on esplanade. nt sure if they really went there in the end.

i should rearrange my entries... hahaha.

tep awards and dinner

2008-01-19T21:26:00.000+08:00

overdue post fr wed.

so finally i went back sch. met for lunch with e clique.
simin, siyu, joy, jason, edmund, azmi and jaz.

and finally collected my catch mags...
remind me to pay yanting asap. hahaha.

then after tep awards, went to see eric khoo. den had dessert with the 6 of them. simin went for wushu.

after which, we did our usual giordano shopping.
AND GIORDANO PLAYED SHINHWA SONGS!!!!!
i was high lah.

after shopping, took train to vivo. the rest minus e woodlands ppl went to bugis.

met with my lao cousin. HAHAHA.
she treated me dinner and earle swensons.

had pasta, ome bread thingy and dessert.

total cost? 63 bucks. for dinner for 2.
HAHAHAHAHA.

2 more posts later.

media lunch

2008-01-19T20:35:00.000+08:00

overdue entry from tues.
so tuesday, had lunch with hyung and oppa. and tiffany.
3rd tiffany in my life. HAHAHA.

went 2 ayam penyet restaurant somewhere...

while waiting, i played with my camera. kinda fun, just random shots.
and hyung always hiding her face.

food was good!! i loike. the price was ok lah. nt so bad.
i love chilli. HAHAHAHA.

then after quite a long lunch, went to e natl libr to do research. of which im nt even half done. HAHAH...

more updates in nxt post.

ewww

2008-01-13T17:30:00.000+08:00

omg. ive had enough of mio.
its useless.

mio tv will nv break e monopoly mkt.
URGHHH

stop psycho-ing ppl to sign up.
freakin 6 mths.

im so tempted 2 get my own net.
like perhaps m1 broadband?

urghh!!!

hw many times have my dl stopped bcos of mio?
COUNTLESS!
fuck lah.

i hate mio!

bcos of mio, i didnt get 2 enjoy ehb.
heck lah. i want see suju!

stupid mio.

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stupid antifans.
stop harrassing baby.
so what if u dont like him?

dun like den dun like lah.
must u go hurt him?

baby, be strong.
SUPER JUNIORRRR!!

may e super junior spirit be with you.

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im an epikjuniorislandgeneration fan!
other ppl im not exactly bothered.

bigbang is ok.
wonder girls nt so bad.

but epik high, super junior, ft island and girls' generation is love.
my appa, oppa, nampeon, dongsaeng, yeoja chingu...
whee~

KISSING YOU

2008-01-13T02:31:00.000+08:00

the unofficial mv released tdy.
featuring suju's wonderboy, Lee Donghae.

OMG! i absolutely absolutely definitely
LOVE IT!!!

even jess looks gd in e vid.
heh~

e girls are all paired up.
jess and hyoyeon
sunny and yuri
sooyoung and seohyun
taeyeon and yoona.

BUTBUTBUT
TIFFY GETS HAEHAE
all by herself.

i super love e mv.
i love soshi.

whee~

elicit is 1 step away from opening.

super show.

2008-01-12T02:41:00.000+08:00

so its oficial.
dun want say already.

super show making me super depressed.
well done super junior.

i refuse to cry.
no i wont.
even that weekend.

hyung geral joey qianhui tricia
haiz...

ok enuf.

as much as i want heenim to be ok.
im so selfish.
i dun want him to be ok.
i want him to be selfish.

dun think of petals
dun think of elfs

but with him singin to petals and elfs in marry u...
unlikely.

-

ppl with no job should explore acting.
and make it big.

really.

someone came to e office 2 days ago for audition.
and his quotes?
$1000/ep

imagine if he is in e main cast.
1 series.
omg. i want to act now.
rofl.

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hi geral! go update your fic.
HAHAHA.

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what do i want to do after ipp?
i really dont know.

i want to go back.
i want to do what you guys suggested.

but i really don't know

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i think kpop makes me depressed.
esp with super show comin.

but it also makes me happy.

oppa thinks oppa is hot!
*squeals*
oppa wants oppa's hair.
*double squeal*

oppa says chagia is cute.
ROFL.

tiffany kps saying heechul looks like a girl.
HAHAHA.
shud print a tiffany pic put in e office.

den tell tiffany, her name is tiffany.
HAHAHA.

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sorry. im kinda crazy.
at 3am in e morning.

Morning folks!

new year

2008-01-10T00:34:00.000+08:00

Selamat Menyambut Maal Hijrah 1429

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new layout... sick of e old one.
this header was done when e net was down cos my dad was using e stupid mio.

and e adjustments in 30/40mins?
im getting better!

i officially hate mio!
LOL.

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join elicit!
LOL.

Tiffany chagia's english forum.
set up by yonghong.
and im helping him out as admin.

he's totally clueless.
so i revamp 95% of e forum.
no header as yet. im too lazy.
someone else better den me shall do.

rules also nt totally up yet.
i copy rules from here and there.
and make it my own.
i hate setting rules.

cos i have 2 follow them.
if nt i lousy.

i've learnt loads via e admin cp.
nxt time can set up some forum.
HAAHA.

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work is as usual.
BORING.
and as sha tagged. we're e media gmail freaks.
HAHAHA.

they are e only source of fun for me.
really lor.

nxt wk, sha goes back to sch!!
den can meet sha oppa and wenna hyung for lunch.
ok we can lovelies.

geral came to ps today.
whee~

ate at ljs. fr e moment we stepped into ps, we were indoors.
and underground.
there was heavy rain. and we were clueless. until i came out fr e mrt station.
LOL.

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while reading qianhui's blog, i realised i miss school loads.
there was a time back then i wished i ended school...

but now that sch has ended.
unofficially, i really miss sch!

16th!
1 more wk to go!

media media media

2008-01-03T17:25:00.000+08:00

12 weeks in a media firm?
8 in animation.
4 in production.

4 weeks spamming on msn with geral.
2 with hyung
1 with sha.

so now i have 3 spamming partners.
e media gang.
die.
all 3 talented people.
im just a singer wannabe.
HAHAHAHA.

these 3 have been lighting up my otherwise boring life.
seriously, you should just sit at my desk and feel the boredom.

ive been continuously facing rejections from sponsors.
haiz....

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let's see...

new year's eve.
half day. went to meet geral and tri.
hyung was sick.
shiqi had something on.

went bugis slackkkkk.
shop for geral's bag...
den geral said: LETS GO HOUGANG!
HAHAHAHA.

oh man~ so we went.
and instead of finding a bag, geral bought a teukie calendar.
i bought a hannie calendar.

then geral said: LETS GO BACK TAKA!
so tri and geral went ahead.
i went home...

hahahaha.
finally a day someone accompanied me home.

i owe hyung 30 bucks for tee and cab.
i owe tri's dad 30 bucks for chalet.
i owe junyi 10 bucks for smag.

and yt 50+ for catch!.

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16th jan is tep awards. like i dont give a damn.
back to sch!
finally.

see my 25 retarded classmates.
HAHAHA.
i love u ppl.
whee~ can see u guys again.

i can imagine endless whining from jason
and cursings from darryn.
HAHAHAHA...

cantwaitcantwait!

and my idunnowhatname lenses from korea is here!
will collect from andeera on e 16th.
WHEE~

qianhui, u still have to wait for urs!!
HAHAHA.

2008

2008-01-01T22:54:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

2007.
the year i went into kpop.
the year i enjoyed school.
the year i made loads of friends,
and entered the virtual world.

2007 was full of ups and downs.
tears and laughters.

i remember sitting in front of e tv looking at airport arrival timings.
because i knew which flight rain was on.

i remember crying because i forgot he flew back that day.

i remember screaming over the phone with dee over rain, dbsk and suju.
and singing songs over the phone.

i remember filming almost every single day.
and editing. and choosing songs.

i remember the photoshoots, the photoshops.
and the tutorials.

2 CSG gatherings.
countless friends made.
the people i whine to everyday.
the people i grew to love.

i remember 2007.
and how my life changed along with it.

may 2008 be a fruitful one.
may i be a more successful person
a better servant of god, a better daughter, a better sister.
a better friend.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

2007-12-31T23:02:00.000+08:00

1st,
HAPPY BDAE VINCENT LEE!

i love you!!
happy bdae!!

may ur 23rd year be a better year than it already is.
and stop bullying sooyoung.

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and HAPPY NEW YEAR PPL!!

will post a reflection or somethin soon.

CSG 4TH GATHERING~

2007-12-31T13:25:00.000+08:00

finally, its over...
but i kinda wish its longer...

but above all, im sure e crew was very satisfied and happy and high.
despite getting very low reponse, and on e verge of cancelling, everything went well...

e people were good. the company was great.
the weather kinda sucked. LOL.

so after discussion on fri night, decided to meet up with qianhui and qianyi at 1030.
but we were both early, which was super good, cos it gave us time to run errands for e other 4 crew.

we tapaoed kfc, and went to meet newbies and oldies... after all (minus kaiwei who just woke up)arrived, we took a bus to downtown east. camwhored with qianhui.

we were greeted by e other 4 at e entrance, and we proceeded to e room to place our bags. and headed to mac to eat. dee and ct ate maccaroni, and qianhui, qianyi and me ate kfc. IN MAC!! wahahaha. went through a round of intro, and proceeded to e beach to settle down. or so we thought...

kaiwei called to say he's arrived, and we got junyi who was back at e room with phangling to pick him up and wait at e chalet. the sky was getting darker so we decided to head back. then e rain came. and i vomitted. LOL.

went back to e chalet with geral while e rest waited downstairs, and a guy was waiting for us. went into e toilet to wash my mouth...

den geral called me out... den we went high cos kaiwei called us NOONA!!!
oh man~

we played e 4 beat game...
i was e first person to make a mistake.
BUT E LAST CREW STANDING!!!

but siti won!! CHANGMIN LOVES YOU~~~

shiqi and jayce came in between.
and den e rain got heavier. we finished e game in e room.

den we played e reaction game. gt forfeited. TWICE.
e 2nd time i ran to qianhui scaring her.
WAHAHAHAH. no pics, cos i took videos instead.

den after which, did prayers while e rest headed to e beach for sand castle building competition.

at 1st, someone had 4 names.

then... she had 5.
LOL.

team 1

team 2

winning castle to fit e theme: SUMMER DREAM.

wanted to carry on with water transport. but e weather looked scary.
e wind was strong. and qianhui flewwwwwww.
HAHAHAHA.

so we went back to e room. while e rest ran back, e 5 remaining crew walked back. and camwhored on qianhui's cam. hahaha. junyi was back at e room with our belongings.

then, present exchange time...
followed by mass msn adding. LOL.

den picture taking. tnx to kelvin...
we had loads of pose, 1 for each camera. this was for mine.

joey and jo came a short while later.
den dinner... sha came and joined us for dinner.
jo left awhile after dinner. tsk.

den we starking-ed on qianhui's lappy.
hyung went crazy after seeing kangin. and e girl.
HAHAHA. hilarious!

hyung danced marry u for us.
den sha danced her own ver of dont don.
and sexy back.
and den she danced to e remix of O, same exact db style.
AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

e crowd went crazy.

she left soon after, after another grp pic.
this time tnx to self timer. heh.

kaiwei and phangling left at ard 11. den w crew went crazy over so many things.
hahahaha.

and finally, presenting e crazy crew minus tri and me, without faces.

for more pics, details and just for kpo-ing purposes, visit tricia's, qianhui's, phangling's, andeera's and whoever else's blogs.
hahahaha.

I LOVE CASSIOPEIASG.

purple line!

2007-12-29T09:04:00.000+08:00

OH MAN!!!!!

PURPLE LINE IS HOT!!!!
im slow, but who cares...

hey micky!
i wanna touch myself physically.
HAHAHAHAHA.

but e song really hot.
nvm its jap
nvm i dont understand a word.

its still hot...

chalet with crewicious ppl and dee and siti and newbies...
BYE!

i love purple!

i hope e full ver comes soon.

pretty sexy

2007-12-27T11:28:00.000+08:00

ystd was dbsk's 4th anniversary...
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY BOYSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!

lalala~

eunjung showed me this just now.
sushi pose.
oh my gahhh~

and of all ppl, i noticed tiffy last.
TSK!

eunjung has been making me laugh e past few days.
like an idiot.
LOL.

im meeting hyung/unnie/oppa/noona later.
walao. i everything also call her. LOL.
oh sexy unnie.
manly hyung.

HAHAHAA.

*kicks tshirt uncle*

I ND PJS!!!

k bye.

pic spam.

2007-12-26T16:38:00.000+08:00

random pics from holiday~

hi hongki~

NEW BAG!!! SARANGHAE!!!

i didnt forget fandom there. LOL.
i see stuff that reminds me of e kpop fandom i left at home. haha.

SUJU!!HI FISHY!
OH MAN! i love this pic e most.
fti, suju, soshi, dbsk.
ehem.
just to show how power my cam is...
view from level 9. no editing done. same camera position.

lalala~ pretty places.

LOL. tsk right? BAD ENGLISH!!

from today's lunch

the girls bullied me! i had 2 buy lunch, while they camwhore with me cam. hurhur.

wen and tri. sher and wen
chicken meal. fit for sher's chicken king.

k done. back to work.
bye.

back. and bored.

2007-12-26T16:15:00.000+08:00

tag replies:

py: yah. we're both back.
preeseelah: u shud have sms me to ask for it... u tink i check my blog in kl ah?
qianhui: LOL. i told u liao. msia hates min. wahaha.
rool: ME TOO!!! <33333
sha: YO!! u linked me! lol. will link u up soon... add me on msn for my no...

PB IS VERY SLOW!!

im back from kl.
save and sound.
glad 2 hear that things are better.

i miss my lovelies.
wat happen 2 ur mee sua siah?

kl was ok.
star collections was omg.
too many chul stuff, they bore me. wahaha.

and bcos i tink e aunty duno english, and bcos i have no idea hw 2 speak malay to her, i spoke in chinese. damn.

msia either love haeminwook, or they hate them. there were too many chul, geng, bum and won. in e end bought nothing. tsk.

i shud have bought something for peiyi siah.
omg. tskness.

i got addicted to my dongsaeng's style of camwhoring...
tsk. *pushes him to wenna*

i bought a new bag! and i spend probably 100 over ringgit on presents.
and just a bag for myself.
thank u very much...

i shud have bought more stuff for myself.
i spent more den my parents.
tsk.

*

pyjama party this sat.
oh mh gahhhhhh!
i dun have pyjamas.

and wat 2 prepare siah?
i cant sing/dance/act.
im a noob.
oh man...

can i just do some photoshopping?
or filming?
or editing?
LOL.

can we do a grp act instead?
die.

*

met tri, sher and wen for lunch.
went 2 print tee.
kenna cheated. *kicks ppl*

oh man...
how now brown cow?
oh my crewlicious ppl?
hw?

*

pic spam in nxt entry.

ANNYEONG!!!

2007-12-21T22:17:00.000+08:00

amy will be away to kl from sat through tue...
she will be bringing back gifts for e lovely crew...
and im being zipped up in her sch bag.
take care of me for her...

love,
heechul

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i hope when i come back,
things have changed, for the very best...

and i hope the new year would be a pleasant one...
and we wont want something bad to happen on new year's.
although it wouldn't really matter to you ppl would it?

to all those who dont know what is really happening, pls dont get urself involved
bcos u're only making matters worst.
and pls dont put the blame on someone's shoulders, if you never knew how things got started.

부탁해...
제발요...

RAHHH!

2007-12-20T19:34:00.000+08:00

tricia: OK SET!!
qianhui: ROFL! one day i buy you lunch lah. i still owe u dat chicken meal!
preeseelah: LOL. didnt i update ystd?

its kinda dying down but still...
it got bigger than what its supposed to be.
i hate how ppl jump to conclusions.
i hate how ppl are treating friendship like nothing precious.

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ive been craving for seoul garden.
not days.
not weeks.
not months.

BUT YEARS!!

and nobody has accompanied me to satisfy my craving.
and it was supposed to be satisfied next tue...

but i have such parents. wth?!

yah tricia ker! u say want go seoul garden?!!
WHENNNNNN???????

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1 week late.
but finally watched golden disk awards.
from start to end.

and ive gotta admit.
im kinda disappointed in suju.
they didnt sing live lah! apart fr marry u jazz ver.

HECK! even soshi who hardly sing live, sang live.
3 songs somemore.

RAHHH!!!
and dat cassey so happy dance to stephanie's song.
LOL. shall make a gif when im free.

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away for holiday from sat till christmas.
so e princesses can come visit me and wenna during lunch when i come back.
okie dokie?

i love wenna unnie!
i love joey unnie!
i love geral~
and of cos our 2 darling princesses.
WAHAHAHA.

i love all my friends lah!
bcos friends arent based on mediocre stuff.

bye~

love ur unnies!

2007-12-19T15:40:00.000+08:00

my heart cant ever forget you. until the day my world ends and my heart stops beating, i dont think i could ever forget you. i love you. do you want to eat with me or live with me?

I DO I DO!!
lol.

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this is for tricia and qianhui.
love ur unnie-duel working near bugis area...

come visit us for lunch also.
WAHAHAHAHAH.

nxt wk...
PLEASE~

give me more reasons to look forward to work.
no dinner till nxt yr.
lol.

i must be a good girl if you guys wanna see me e whole of sat till sunday morning.
wahahaha.

k bye.

beautiful love

2007-12-18T11:42:00.000+08:00

geral motivated me to do a gfx ystd.
but it just occured to me dat i shud have done a donghae one instead.
LOL.

my very 1st rubbish blend?
with all e stocks and layering, and blending modes.
not bad eh?

i nd more stocks! stocks are fun 2 use!
lol.

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i went blog hopping. and i just feel like crying right now.
i dont understand why these stuff must happen.

a friendship isnt just based on idols. that's bullshit.
maybe all these should just stop.

k bye.

HAPPY BDAE JAEJIN!!

2007-12-17T08:03:00.000+08:00

새길 축해 재진!
누나 사랑해!

생일축합니다
생일축합니다
사랑하는 우리 재진
생일축합니다~

영원히 행복하세요!
사랑해!

pics

2007-12-15T21:26:00.000+08:00

pictures~

we love ft island!
sorry wenna. i took ur hongki. heh.

me and yanting!
after not seeing each other for 3 mths?

the performers!

the tee they got me fr kl!
THANK U GIRLS!!

and a new cardi.
this time, red. for cassiopeia.

why i have to love animation.
im part of their family.
im touched.

my cinderella slippers!
whee~

more pics fr today can go find either fr tri/qh's blogs.
when they post them up.

i only took a vid during e perf. heh.

JOEY FONG!!

2007-12-15T21:09:00.000+08:00

omg!
i saw joey fong today!!

i couldnt believe she was there!
in front of me!!

i miss joey!
although im not really close to her.

but we all still love joey.
nonetheless.

pics up later lah.
now lazy.

tears of sadness.

2007-12-15T11:37:00.001+08:00

FIRST OF ALL,
HAPPY BDAE JUNSU!!

im lazy to reply tags. but i read them...
py and pris, LOVES <3

everyone has the right to either love or hate things, people, whatever.
like how i dun exactly like jessica but i love the whole of snsd?
im sure ALOT of snsd fans will get what i mean.
and alot of snsd fans will understand how i feel.

life's like that. u love some. u hate some.
if u dun like what other ppl like, den its best u RESPECT their decision.
i noe qianhui, py, dee loves jess. and i dun force them to hate them.
and i dont hear them asking ppl like me, geral, tri and wenna to love her.

so im not asking or making anyone else love kpop.
im loving kpop with my kpop friends.

and i blog how i like. after all, this is my blog.
i write AND i DESIGN.
so everything is mine!!

dun like then, shoo.
or u can choose to stay.
cos my blog counter will go up.
SO THANK YOU!

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i miss animation.
the people.
the environment.
the COMPUTER!

ystd was golden disk awards 2007.
suju, snsd and ftisland won awards!
and im proud of them.
LOVES <3.

i could have watched some parts if i was still at animation.
esp with e high ram comps.

after i saw e red carpet pics, it didnt felt so bad.
but this morning after watching their performance, i couldnt help but just started crying... although it was a glimpse here and there... still, it meant alot to me.

and the pics at sapphire. haiz.

at ystd and today was suppose to be a happy day.

-

finally went out with IZZATI!!
and nurul and dee.
ystd.

dee picked me up from work. at e doorstep.
when for asar prayers, den walked to arab street for magrib.

waited for the sisters, and we went to have dinner. den shopshopshop.
lol.

they got me a super nice gift from their kl concert trip.
it matches my fan!! wahahahaha.
ok dotz.

will post up pics when im happier.

-

today is susu's bdae!
whee~
celebration (i hope) later with e girls.
like a huge grp of us.
to cj for open house.

will meet yt also. i hope i dun have to part with money.
heh.

i love my loyal readers.
who loves me back.

and i dun see why minfishy doesnt say anything, but others do.

OH FREAK!!
i went out for gelare with min on tuesday!
and for e 1st time in our gelare history, we had 2 scoops of icecream!
and e hungry us started digging in... before i snapped a pic.
only 2 realise i forgot after e plate was like taken away?

wahahaha.

qianhui! i have 1 min also... wahahaha.
*kicks qianhui*

k bye lovelies.

what boredom does to interns.

2007-12-11T13:14:00.000+08:00

with all e staff gone to godknowswhere, we interns ehem-ehem.
welcome to e internship world, where u're also known as coffee girl.

-

gelare tonight with minfishy!
whee~

junsu's bdae celebration with the csg girls plus lunch and cj's open house this sat.

im high. thank u very much.

reading scripts has been refreshin from all e colouring ive been doing thus far.
and with so much korean involved, u shud know hw high i was.

k bye.
back to scripts.

gifs escapade.

2007-12-08T16:10:00.000+08:00

with a new mv.
comes new gifs.
and new siggies.

wahaha...

spent 4 hours doing gifs ystd morning. till 330am.
a total of 26 gifs were created.
thank you lappy for not dying.
thank you ir for being nice.

i love u all...

2 sets of in law siggies for me and py.
1 set of hanhee siggies.
1 tiffany for ME.
1 donghae for geral.
1 yunho for tricia.
1 ryeowook for tricia.
1 yoona for py.
1 yuri for py.
1 girls generation siggy
1 set of 13 gifs feat suju.

so all together, 26 gifs. heh.
all with e same concept.
cos im idea-less.

only tiffany's unique.
cos i love my tiffy.

shall just post some up.

all MINE!!
no stealing.

ONLY LOVE

2007-12-07T17:41:00.000+08:00

my love.
only love mv.

guess which part i screamed.

production meeting.

2007-12-07T11:58:00.000+08:00

sat through my 1st production meeting, with e head of tv production, along with 2 other interns. excited, yet dreading it as well.
10 hours of shoot, 5 straight days, with just a day of break in between. oh gosh!

thankfully production starts end of jan. and there's chinese new year in feb. LOL.

i cleaned my wardrobe mirror after eons of not cleaning.
and with what??

my facial toner!! wahahaha. i just happily use e cotton pad with toner and wipe. and suddenly e mirror so clean!
wahahaha.

finally got colouring to do.
yucks. last day.
heh.

meet ups!

2007-12-05T12:03:00.000+08:00

tag replies:
cher: will link u up too!! oh yes! hanhee rocks!
rool: dbsj means dongbang plus suju lah. wahaha.
dee: no prob. techno is nice when its BB. wahaha.
blurty: LOL. i'll be done with animation in a few days... whaha.
preeseelah: yep! dbsj is love. wahaha.

wow. 1st time i see so many tags...
tag more often k? loves <3.

-

anyway... met up with e dearies ystd.

min and jason were practicing their script for sat's jia 88.3 campus dj thingy.
since i didnt bother listening cos it required too much concentration, i snapped random pics.
got more actually. but bcos i dun have ps here, i cant censor out faces. wahahaha.
and i love my camera's macro!! its super love.

jason wasnt his camwhoring self ystd. so e girls camwhored instead. whee~

we thought of having a gathering with e rest as well.
rest meaning our clique; azmi, edmund, joy, jazreel and us.
i want seoul garden! but they might have other options.
we can go bbq chicken. uh-huh! whee~
we should meet up when jason is in post-pro and im in pre-pro.
production stage sucks. wahahah.

-

and i took e bus to work today. took close 2 an hour k?
but i dun have 2 walk so much. which is good, cos im a lazy ass.
tried snapping stuff again.

my 7.1x optical zoom rocks.
along with my macro.
heh~

animation.

2007-12-03T17:40:00.000+08:00

im movin over next wk. its confirmed already.
its kinda sad. ive really learnt alot in animation.
stuff that i never knew of, stuff my class will probably ever know of.

but im nt an animation student. its only right that i move over.

im gonna miss animation. i really will.
but animation will only be 2 doors away.

one rsn why i love animation ppl.
when we're bored. we do crazy things.

last fri, elaine and i played on our online tracker. den all 4 started playing tic-tac-toe on e tracker.
and today... we all became each other, to a point that everyone was the same person.
heh.

some random pics.

2007-12-01T22:04:00.000+08:00

i snap pics like nobody's business nowadays...
but so lazy 2 post.

here's some super random stuff.

LUNCH WITH GERAL

STUFF I SEE EVERYDAY

AT THE OFFICE

DBSJ IN MY LIVING ROOM

moving over to production really soon since we're down to 1 final epi...
i dun want move!!
animation so fun!

anyband concert can be downloaded! goody~
shall go dl my godsis, exhubby and appa's concert!
boa unnie, junsu oppa, and tablo appa.
hee~

my schedule for days/wks to come...
2 dec: su/velda's bdae
4 dec: gelare with simin, daddy's bae
9 dec: bro' bdae
10 dec: possible day i start with production
15 dec: sjfh gatherin with qianhui?
29 dec: CSG GATHERING!!
jan: sapphire gathering?

sjfh gathering at fort canning sounds pretty interesting.
but im super inactive there. heh.
if qianhui goes, i go.
if i go she goes. LOL.

B to I to G
BANG BANG!

bye!

mbc sucks.

2007-11-29T12:32:00.000+08:00

py & preeseelah: haiyo... u ppl ah... nv stop arguing on who's worst off... im worst off k!! *sobs*
izzati: isit?? hmmm...

mbc sucks can??
the news bout kangin and mbc apparently appeared in today's wabao.
ewww.

that's why i love sbs...
whee~

final theory this sat...
and im nt even 10% prepared...

i cant cancel it cos my course expires in jan...
and i dun even feel like continuing at ssdcl, since im no longer going to school.

someone bought a new car, and didnt listen to the hubby.
tskness.

KIM HEECHUL BOUGHT A NEW CAR!!
no thanks to his hubby, hangeng's, advice.

and i so wanna ride that car.
chagia, palli fly that car to singapore and drive me around!

but it'll take a million years for me to afford a peugeot.

ULZZANG!

2007-11-28T03:33:00.000+08:00

*pokes qianhui*
we're both still awake at an unearthly hour...

wahahaha...

chatted with geral, qianhui and tricia regardin dec smag... den moved on 2 exploration of the human body... and duno wat else...

and geral went 2 slp... i started on tricia's gif... comp died on me... and when its finally done, she put her sigs up... and went to slp...

so now only me and qianhui are up... talking bout contact lenses...

wahahahah.

PICTURES!!

2007-11-26T11:31:00.000+08:00

pic spam ahead.

from tricia:

rella wand/lightstick!! whee~

tricia and me.

from my phone:

sports car.

tamagochi! elf and cassiopeia unites!

mr spongebob

cindrella love <3

my meal at bbq chicken.

my sj wardrobe:

blue cardi

sj tee

blue shoes

sj makeup pouch

AND AMY BOUGHT A DIGICAM!!
from my digicam, some sexy shots.

and my dream came true...

i saw my name rolling in the credits...

rising sun.live from kl

2007-11-24T21:01:00.000+08:00

THANK YOU PREESEELAH!
i love u to e bits k? when i see u again, remind me to give u a big hug.

i wanted 2 say this at e end of e post. but i cant help it. so shall say now...

ct and me just heard dbsk's rising sun. live from kl. over the phone.
my whole body was shaking. my tears were gathering...
you get the picture.

im gonna start crying again...

today was a supposed to be a day out without dbsk in mind. qianhui, tricia, geral, junyi and me went out.

but we ate lunch at bbq chicken. and guess who was on e screens? who else right?
we were assigned to a far table, which was good. but we kept looking at e screens, and singing and wailing and complaining... haiz...

we were e only dbsk fans around. dun nd 2 wonder why.

den went heeren... i bought shoes!!
sapphire blue shoes!!

and den sapphire blue cardi!

so if u see me in red specs, black skinnies, blue shoes, blue cardi and a cartoonish tee... dun ask why. hahaha...

pics will be up when i receive them from tricia. haha...

qianhui and me will be printing suju chibis tee, ala db's seoul encore concert tees.
who cares. they're cheap. heh.

and then i'll have more sj in my wardrobe.

1st asian tour starts next year. i hope i can go. seriously.
i really hope so.

uljima...

2007-11-24T12:22:00.000+08:00

i promised myself that ystd would be the last time i cry for KL.
but i cant help it... i just cried again. total heartpain...

i guess despite it all, i still love dongbang. i still love junsu...
i wont cry again.

meeting qianhui, tricia, geral and junyi later.
i hope we dont cry.

joey's already in the ot.
i hope she'll be alright.

omg. stop it!!
i dun want cry anymore.

uljima. chebalyo.

beauty meets the eye.

2007-11-23T11:22:00.000+08:00

tag replies:

py: im done with 39 and 40. 41 and 42 subs are out liao... wahahaha.

preeseelah: *rolls eyes* WHATEVER!! wahahaha.

dee: ok. wahahaha.

so work ended early ystd... met dee at ps and we walked over to al-falah for magrib prayers...

e rsn for meeting her was 2 acc her 2 collect her tix from mise... but durin dinner, jayce called and said the tix arent here yet, wait till 11pm or collect today.

she went crazy... started panicking. i just sit and watch, and tried to calm her down...

so anyway, went up to mise for an explanation and then we went home... along the way from cine to somerset, we came up with different theories.

but in conclusion... mise sucks. but bcos msia sucks more, thus everythin screw up.

tskness.

i just hope those ppl goin will get their tix on time.

dee, rool, zaty, kak waty, preeseelah, jayce, mavis, loraine, shiqi, and all those goin kl this wkend...
have a safe trip, take very good care of yourself, and enjoy the concert.

and if sj actually turns up, which i doubt would happen, murder me when u get back.

mac

2007-11-22T01:08:00.000+08:00

i have a confession to make.

i think ive fallen in love with mac comps...
either that or ive been too used to using mac comps...

everytime i go back to a windows, i tend to press e alt key, which is at e same location as e apple key.

and that f9 and f11 buttons are oh-so-tempting... only to realise they dont serve the same functions...

and bcos e mac i work on doesnt allow me 2 use the home and end keys, i tend to not use them on windows as well.

am i justtoo used to mac, or have i fallen for mac??

but 1 rsn for sure, i'll nv get a mac for a laptop.
for personal everyday, entertainment use.

cos i'll nd 2 purchase photoshop/imageready to go along with it.
and there isnt gom player mac ver.

and gom player is my life saver!
any video files, u give me, they can play it.
much much better den vlc.

so no mac for me.

ive actually wrote down e long list of applications to install, in case i get a new laptop.

my usual computer needs:
- itunes/quicktime
- photoshop/ imageready. cs2 minimum
- gom player
- super convertor
- tvants, my baobei.
- kong player
- clubbox, my lover
- fonts and loads of fonts.

and if possible, i'll get adobe premiere or avid free ver as well.

.....

anyway...
on my way back fr work today, i realised that it has been LONG since i touched a camera and filmed.

if you consider e leehom interview, which i only interviewed, it would be 1.5 months already. if not... den close to 3 months!

surprisingly... i miss filming. i really do.

i know i used to complain, esp when i go for cj's perf on sats and have to film as well. but nw, i dun even see a camera. what more touch.

what if i forget how to operate a camera? how to white balance? how 2 adjust sound settings, etc?

and i have a feeling i have to remain in media for a long time. because my other career option has possibly ejected me.

bye world. goodnight.
heechul says annyeong.

saranghae heechul-sshi

2007-11-21T11:51:00.001+08:00

NEW SET OF IN LAW SIGGIES...
new mv and new image, so new siggies.

and i bought spec frames, without powered lenses...
just bcos some retard loves wearin such stuff.

collected my album dvd repackaged fr mavis last fri. and saw this.

I WANNA GO!!!
but thankfully i didnt buy ver 2.
if nt i'll kill leesooman.
hohoho.

i dont know if joey reads this...
but...

JOEY HWAITING!!!
u'll be ok de.
SUJU, DBSK, FTTS, KATTUN, NEWS are all behind u!
gambatte neh...

i'll see u soon ok?
*hugs*

back to work.
annyeong yeorobun.

SUJU MKMF PICS!

2007-11-17T23:56:00.000+08:00

suju mkmf pics i cope fr newsen.
will hunt for snsd's when i have time...

MKMF! [edited numerous times]

2007-11-17T20:35:00.000+08:00

MKMF= Mnet KM Music Festival.

im currently watching mkmf.
with dee.
from 5pm i think...

in e comforts of our own home.
and im getting all high.

all my favourites minus snsd won something...
but snsd's performing now...

tiffany baby just sang...
whee~

and chul sang a collab with other stars.
JUST HIM!!

how hot is that?
he was screamin.
i guess he's e only one fr sj!

but i was busy talkin to qianhui and geraldine over the phone...

csjh's singing now...

so probably sm artiste's slot.

SJ WILL COME OUT SOON!!!

k bye.
must watch full screen.

-edit-

A Man In Love.

move over Se7en
2007 is definitely suju's year.

despite the big hoo-hah over how the winners are selected, epik high won best album of the year, big bang won song of the year, and suju won artist of the year.

although suju wasnt even leading in the online votes for anything, they went home as the biggest winners tonight, with 3 awards; auction netizen popularity award, mobile popularity award and artist of the year.

and as an elf, im proud. although i didnt see them receive the last award, in my heart, im crying in happiness for them. and trust me, if i saw them receive that artist of the year award, i would have burst into tears. listening to the song they performed, is already enough to reduce me to tears...

heechul's thank u msg:
we're happy to have won this award, but we're also very thankful that hankyung and kyuhyun are able to sing with us after so long. and ELF (mumblemumble) thank you.

and then he hugged them both. tell me why i shouldnt love him?

SUJU, no matter what ppl are talking, we elfs support u!!
im proud to be an elf in 2007.

-edit-

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY

2007-11-15T11:41:00.000+08:00

OH YES I DO!!!

anw... today's e 2nd year anniversary of my blog.
reading my past entries last wkend, i realised hw stupid i was before...
and i also realised how bad my english has become...

wahahahaha...

anyway, ive grown to love my blog more and more, eversince my ps skills gt better...
tnx to e influence of kpop.
LOL.

as to whether i'll parmanently move over to lj...
will all depends if i can find a skin that has a side bar.

so till then, im a blogger fan.

marry u, i do~

2007-11-13T22:23:00.000+08:00

after probably weeks of waiting, sm finally decided to release their mv.

i waited patiently, expecting a super romantic mv, or at least somethin decent, dat could make me cry. but the chicken nehneh of a producer/director came up with a stupid concept.

so many ppl are disappointed.
i mean, what's with e circus?

but thankfully, heenim made dat heart sign. it melted my heart.

QIANHUI!!!
I GOT URR STUFF...
SAY YOU LOVE ME!!!

both are e last of e last.
i grabbed them asap for u...
hohoho.

bbq chicken

2007-11-11T22:05:00.000+08:00

e e laine! says:
the thing abt sch right its that
e e laine! says:
its a place for you to make all the mistakes in the world
e e laine! says:
cos when you come out ot work its not that forgiving anymore

wow. dat scared me quite abit.
and suddenly i kinda miss school.

emo stuff away.

ystd, finally met up with peiyi and preeseelah.
i tink i arrived the latest. wahahaha.
but i wasnt that late.

so after some intro, we went to bbq chicken, and e worker there gave us the seat that was directly infront of e screen. no nd to ask, they give us... hohoho.

and py turned all jae bcos of it. so she and preeseelah were jae-ing all the way... wahahaha.

i have pictures of food. but nt people. dumb rite?
tsk.

anw, ater eating, we went sol mart. and i went crazy over smag.
den i saw gina and friends, and geral, tricia and junyi.

tricia went crazy after i showed her my smag... she and junyi bought a copy each. we helped sol mart to clear their stock. wahahaha.

mise was closed, as expected. den we went over to heeren, slacked at hmv, looked at red sneakers, and went back to cine cos i wanted to pee.

ended up going to mise again, cos it should be opened by then. and WOAH!!!
mise was packed with ppl! like super super packed! everytime i go there, it'll be empty but ystd, it was crazy packed!

anyband mv was playin when we entered. den a series of dbsk videos which gt e 2 girls high again.

so while everyone was highing, i grabbed my stuff!! i found cassiopeia red balloon and elf sapphire blue balloon!! and i bought heechul's blue nametag, despite e ugly font.

it was totally a crazy suju/heechul day for me.
and a jae day for e other 2. wahahaha.

and preeseelah is scaring me. she was still high even after reachin toa payoh. and she saw a few mvs in a row only. i duno what'll happen in kl.

omg!! im so scared for her... rgotes (minus ct) better take care of her k??

anw, i enjoyed myself ystd. reached home close to 7 i tink. but no scoldings.
hohoho.

tmr, i must drag myself to mise again. help qianhui buy her balloon and sungmin tag, if they're still there. i hope they will be...

wahahaha.

k nites!!

boredom

2007-11-09T18:14:00.000+08:00

first of all...

my namjas has finally started their promo for marry u.
ystd, they perf at mcd.
omg!!

and i cried.
lol.

cos it was so touching!

i love sungmin's hair!
and teukkie's!
and kangin who made so many ppl cry, when he 1st showed his hair, now has sexy hair too!
everyone had nice hair...

but for some rsn, someone had a rooster head.
but i forgive him cos his voice is love.

but kyu wasnt there. oppa too.
and e elfs were nice for once.
cheering and not chanting 13...

AND OMG!!!
I DO TOO!!!!
((:

im so bored at work.
i watched epi 37 of golden bride already.
surprisingly, eng subs came before chinese.
heh.

i ate my super yummy chocolate muffin already.

but im still bored!!

i want may to come faster...
so that i can have a new phone.
a pretty pretty phone.
either red, pink or blue.
((:

animator meets editor.

2007-11-08T16:17:00.000+08:00

im high cos ppl gt tricked by my apology to chul.
lol.
tsk tsk.

anw, ystd i met wenna OPNIE for lunch.
2 media professionals (ahem!) cum fangirls.
wahaha.
so apart fr talkin about work, we fangirled.

went to shine.
again.
and everytime i go there, i spent so much.
blame kimheechul lo!
who ask him to endorse so many stuff that's gd to eat?

the stuff we bought there.
no prizes for guessing which belongs to me.

than we head over to bk to eat. i didnt really eat. more of staring into midspace.
while wenna went to buy food, i played with her phone and camwhored.
new phone mah... wahahaha.

i couldnt resist camwhoring. heh.
although i look retarded.

the exboyfriend pose.

the hubby pose. lmao!

but i 4gt 2 pout, like this:

anw, we were high bcos bcos.
lol.
i cant really rmbr wat we talked about.

but i can remember e stuff wenna did.
at e bk exit.
and in e middle of a road junction.

WAHAHAHAHAHAAH.
im laughin in my chair right now.

and im so glad i met wenna.
its been AGES since i last saw her.
and the last time was tricia's and andeera's bdae gathering!

picture credits to opnie's new phone.

more lunches with opnie?
yesh?
heh~

i love wenna!
do u?

rolls eyes

2007-11-06T11:03:00.000+08:00

you ppl are makin me sick in the stomach, and it makes me wanna puke blood out. if what im doin is irritatin you, ive already apologized COUNTLESS times! but the same ppl keep repeating again and again, as though i dont know already.

OH FREAK!

anyways,

HAPPY BELATED TO BOA!
HAPPY BELATED TO SJ KRY!

HAPPY BDAE CHERRI!
HAPPY BDAE USTZ KARMILAH!

and...

HAPPY 1ST BDAE TO SAPPHIRE-SG!!!!!

and most importantly...

HAPPY 2ND ANNIVERSARY TO SUPER JUNIOR!!!!!

although ive only began liking you guys for less than a year, its enough to make me feel happy and proud to be a fan.

the stuff that went through during the past few months have made me cry, both happy and sad tears.

the day i saw the report on the accident, i knew i was a big fan already.

and that day i saw haengbok mv, i'll never forget. those tears i cried for a happy song meant that i was touched by the smiles that you guys gave us, and the perseverance that u guys put in to ensure that only the best is given.

and that faithful day i went around with a big smile on my face.
20th september, the day when the 2nd album was released.

im happy being a fan. and im proud to be a fan.

be strong and keep in mind that we, elves, will always be there for you.

and to henry, no matter what kor elves are doin to you, pls be strong. noona supports u! saranghae.

uri 13 namja-duel, nomu saranghae!
guerigo, chukhaeyo!
aja aja hwaiting!

mianhe oppa.

2007-11-04T22:06:00.000+08:00

i have a confession to make.
i found a new love.
a side-lined, wkend affair.

im sorry kim heechul-shhi.
cheongmal mianhe.
guerigo, nomu saranghae.

im sorry oppa.
she's too cute to resist.
heh.

im into so nyuh shi dae.
lol.

1st all girl grp im high about k?
and i have this thing bout unusually big grps.

sclub7, super junior, so nyuh shi dae.
and i just realised they all start with s.
lol.

yoona, sooyoung, yuri, seohyun, jessica, sunny, taeyeon, tiffany and hyoyeon.

im still trying to make myself like jessica. but it isnt working. heh.

although i love her english. heh.

and their new album is pure love.

for a change, im listening to female vocals.

k bye!

fat unicorn

2007-11-01T22:26:00.000+08:00

welcome to fat unicorn pte ltd.
heh.

my desktop. e mac computer.
im so addicted to mac that i kp pressing e wrong keys on a windows keyboard. heh.

gt my paycheck ystd! whee~

and today, i walked myself to shine.
and bought onion rings!
wenna told me its hyuk's fave. shud be this one. wahaha.

and this...

im pretty sure ppl know why.

because:

and

*

pay's here so meeting peiyi and preeseelah for lunch on sat.
if nothin goes wrong.
i cant wait!!!

and im meeting wenna OPPA nxt wk for lunch!
whee~ we're gonna buy our chagia's drinks again. and go eat.
i cant wait!!!

2 lunch dates comin up! anymore offers?
wahahaha.

to peiyi:
no matter what happens, im here for u k?
and im not e only one.

make urself strong. be like ur oppa!
((:

super junior~

2007-10-31T13:10:00.000+08:00

i read dee's blog entry bout her kpop craze with tvxq. and suddenly, i feel like explaining myself too.

my korean craze started at the end of yr 2 sem 1, during the semester break. every morning, i would wake up at ard 11am, and with nothin to watch on tv, i would just switch channels to find somethin to satisfy my taste.

den i came upon a korean drama on msia's rtm2. well, my liking towards korean dramas started way back cos i like e way korean was spoken. it was just that back then, i couldnt tell e difference between jap and kor.

princess lulu was e drama dat got me hooked. i would wake up every morning, with e alarm clock to help most of e times. i even looked up the previous episodes that i missed on youtube.

after that, i started to go crazy when i see kor dramas. e next one was goong. it was playing on channel u. but i didnt get to watch it on tv. dear yt lend me her dvds. and that started my korean drama craze. she intro-ed me to fullhouse and i watched it with the subs on a separate screen.

fullhouse made me curious about rain. i remembered how my sec sch classmate hated rain so much, so i wanted to know why.

but i went crazy for rain, and would talk bout him nonstop to dee. and then, she saw his In My Bed mv on mtv in jan, before his concert, and she gt hooked too.

from rain, i moved on to dbsk, and then super junior.

i was intro-ed to suju by dbsk through a music video, Show Me Your Love. i first fell in love with MR KIM HEECHUL cos of his specs.

but i hated girly guys so much, that it still makes me wonder till now why i love him to e bits.

i rmbr emailing dee durin her tep bout who i liked fr e db/sj mv. most of them are still true. heh.

ive nv regretted one bit bout my kpop craze. and like they say, the rest is history.

((:

shopping~

2007-10-30T15:11:00.000+08:00

im fasting today.
so lunch, i went out.

TO SHOP!!!
wahahaha.

i went peninsula shopping center.
and got lost.

cos when i asked my bro if it was at raffles mrt he said yes.
den it wasnt.

den i nv knew there's 2 diff peninsula.
so i went 2 the peninsula plaza.

anw, no biggie.
i bought 2 pair of skinnies.

yesh. skinnies.
cos no nd 2 cut. so e shortie me can still wear with a little folding.
heh.

whee~
another thing off my wishlist.

mac~

2007-10-29T18:22:00.000+08:00

im blogging on a mac.
lol.

ive moved over to work on a mac so dat my colleagues can use the windows to do compositing.

mac quite ok to use leh. there's actually right click.
im very mountain tortoise so i just found out gt such thing, despite experimenting on velda's and joy's. HEH.

i like my current seat. lol.
at one corner of e whole office.
whee~

and i enjoyed lunch today.
((:

pay day.

2007-10-26T23:03:00.000+08:00

py knows what happened right?
still gt such ppl hor??

anyway, dreamforest pays every last fri of the month i think.
cos today, they asked for my ic, and wanted to calculate my pay, for e 10 days i worked.

so which means, im getting my pay, REALLY REALLY SOON.

are u jealous or what? better be cos dreamforest rocks my socks!

and my 1st pay?

im gonna treat ms cho hye won and ms peiyi to bbq chicken.
why?

cos i love them.
probably i love e most amongst my friends right now.
so i shall bring them to bbq chicken, on one coming sat.

before py flies of to hk
and hw drives up to kl.

im excited can?

u two better be as well!
wahahaha.

i love dreamforest.
did i tell u that?

and im so going to find shine korea one of these days.
duno wats that?

TOO BAD!!
SERIOUSLY!

cos i wont share.
find out urself.

ni hao!

2007-10-26T16:41:00.001+08:00

im waiting for stuff to be transfered. so i shall blog.

i have popcorns by my side k... waaahahah.

k i guess i cant spam ppl's inboxes anymore cos ppl are mad at me.
but i cant help it. wahahaha.

sunday, we're goin to azhar's house.
oh freak lah! i have tuition. which is so freak!

why must north spring pri have their exams later den other schs?
URGH!!!!

i shall go do my work now.

wahahaha.

2007-10-25T12:58:00.000+08:00

i just got off the phone.

guess who called.

NOPE.
not kim heechul.

but edmund heng.
wahahahaha.

dont ask why.
cos i also duno.
he said its his lunchtime so he thought he'd called me up for a chat.

WAHAHAHAHA.

i want to go to azhar's hs this sunday!
but must brg food!
damnit.

shall i go make my brownies?
AGAIN?

and i cant reply to e mass emails.
cos they say i have to pass some random check to ensure im nt a spammer.
OI!

spammer my ass.

and did i mention dat i found a new alarm clock?

PRESENTING MY ALARM CLOCK!

PY!

wahahaha.

i love hanhee

2007-10-25T11:42:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BDAE JULIEANG!

*

ive always wondered if i made e right choice moving my love over to suju.
when back then, it was dbsk dat made me high.

i know why i moved to heechul.
cos they were ppl ard me who loved junsu.
and i hate sharing.

den my love for suju grew bigger and bigger.
and as though on cue, dbsk went to japan.

no matter hw much i really liked dbsk back then, i dont like jap.
and prob nv will.

i'll prob get scoldings fr ppl cos im like totally ignoring dbsk.
well, i used to not be bothered of their updates at all.
but at least i try now.

i dun have a flower heart.
no matter how much i try to love another group as much as sj, it'll nv happen.
there'll nv be shared 1st place.

am i a bad fan?

emo-ish~

2007-10-24T21:57:00.000+08:00

OMG!!!!
I FINALLY ATE RICE AT HOME!

but its been 2 weeks ever since i ate dinner with e rest of e family.
sad right?

i come home to an empty home most of e time cos they're out visiting relatives.
haiz.

*

anw, im feeling so emo after blog hopping.
cos im clique-less?
maybe?

nvm. i still have my hyung soonim!
take care of ur LG ok?
if not i'll slaughter u cos oppa is precious!
wahahaha!

i miss MY LG!

*

my 1-month mandarin-less convo in e office didnt come true. cos i spoke mandarin today.
damnit.

wahahaha.

i love languages.
DO YOU??

eng ml chi kor french arab.
BEAT THAT!

right~
wahahahaha.

*

i need a new blogskin!

i need real food!

2007-10-22T22:22:00.000+08:00

my mum just disallowed me fr eating ramen.
cos there's like curry fr sat. like wtf.

i need real food that isnt from hari raya.
i need hot soupy stuff.
that isnt greasy, and will make me puke.

oh freak. this is one of e rsn why i hate raya.
cos my mum doesnt cook normal food like rice.
and vegetables.

like freak. how long has it been since i last ate rice?
and like white plain rice with side dishes?

last wk. at my aunt's house. cos she served us rice and sweet sour fish.

but at home? 2 weds ago maybe. or maybe longer den that.

oh freak. i need real food!!

and tnx ah py!

she msged me telling me den chul not only gt slapped, but smacked fr e back in golden bride. and at e very exact moment i was bout 2 watch miracle mv on my phone.

tnx ah. and i almost cried cos he will forever make me emo.
no matter how much i miss him. i noe i will nv meet him.

sad right?
yup. dat's how sad fandom is.
well, for ppl like me with super strict parents.

shall love my heechul.
and look at his pic in my wallet.
hah!

goodness!

2007-10-20T18:26:00.000+08:00

im too lazy to blog. seriously.
cos there's so much to update, and pics to upload.
and i shall not upload pics. cos my phone's currently charging.

due to work, i havent been foruming loads. and im contemplating on giving up my mod post at ftisg. cos i havent gone there in ages??

work is pretty cool. i like what ive been doin. cos its graphics. and if u know me well, u shud noe i love computer graphics. its just that i cant draw. heh.

hari raya sucks. apart fr e 200 over bucks dat ive earned fr hari raya, plus more to come im sure, visiting is taking up far too much time. and makin me be so left behind with my dramas.

that's it. im too lazy to say anythin more.

i might have 2 go on semi hiatus mode siah. cos its damn tiring 2 update.

and my comp is getting worst. urgh!!

bye world.

i miss kim heechul like nobody's business.

and oh!! a colleague wore e same exact shirt as velda khoo's lime tee. reminds me of velda and e class. gosh! i miss ms0501!

and they happily mass emailing 2 everyone, and mine is to e old email. chet. lucky edmund forward 2 my new email. wahaha.

shall constantly spam their inbox fr now on.

colouring isnt fun

2007-10-17T11:06:00.000+08:00

im at work. i came and no one was at e office. wahaha.
that's hw dreamforest is. ppl only start comin in after lunch or even later.

so i spent 6 hrs colourin 1 scene ystd. i'll try 2 complete e leftover scenes today.
im a gd girl mah...

i spoke mandarin 2 e cleaning lady. but she wasnt shocked or anything. wahaha.

anw, py told me bout golden bride.
damnit! hw can my LG be slapped?
only i can slap him.
wahahah.

so ystd, after work, met rool and dee.
rool passed me by kkut minam dvd.
i gt a wookie mirror. hmph!

e pics are super hot! and chul's autograph is in e center of e poster!!
hot or wat?

whee~

i shud meet up with ppl often after work. cos its fun!
i love nights out.
and since work is here, i shud make full use of it.
LOL.

k back 2 work.
lotsa of love.

I MISS MY LG!!!

HAPPY BDAE DONGHAE!!!

2007-10-15T23:16:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AIDEN LEE DONGHAE!!!
ITS FISHY'S DAY TODAY!

edmund is jealous.
so is jason.

cos i worked fr 1030 till 230 today.
while they sk all e way.
wahahah.

im an animator.
cool or wat?

i'll be learnin hw 2 do animation.
and maybe fcp.

omg! im excited.

work starts at 11 tmr.
i'll be learnin how 2 color e cartoons. heh.

lalala~

i miss forum world.

hello dream forest!

2007-10-15T09:14:00.000+08:00

im done with makeup. left with the tudung and i can go off.

but im sleepy. oh gosh!

serve me right for sleepin late ystd night.
i cried to slp watchin heechul videos on my phone.
cos i miss him like siao.

ok i noe. im siao.

work starts in less den an hour i tink.
im wearin wat i wore on e last day of sch.
bringin the db/sj luck along with me.
LMAO!

no one fr class is online.
wahah. all at work i guess?

yah. but im still at home.

ok lah. bye world.

preeseelah, can i call u hw? preeseelah is too long.
py, get well soon!

((:

SELAMAT HARI RAYA

2007-10-13T10:42:00.000+08:00

lol.
~~i shall try 2 blog in malay k?~~
k i give up. im hopeless.

just finished ironing my baju kurong for later.
seriously. im really sleepy now.
i made brownies for my granny just now.

selamat hari raya ppl!
my mood still not there can?

ystd night was at my aunt's place for a familt gathering on my dad's side.
i realised i have so many little cousins. those tiny ones. wahahha.
and my niece and nephews are older than some of my cousins.
tsk. wahah.

on another note, i asked daddy if i can buy a new laptop. cos a dell advert came in e mail. he asked why not get an acer? i anything de. as long as its small and light. heh.

but he says he'll consider if only i dont face e comp all the time.
dun worry. i wont. esp with ipp.

but i still want a new lappy.
i hope ipp requires me to have a laptop.
i really hope so. heh.

im gonna put on my garnier mask.
and nap for awhile.
lol.

bye ppl.
i doubt i'll see u guys tmr.
this time, its much more certain.

py and hw, keep my blog alive by tagging.
wahaha.
love u girls!

SELAMAT HARI RAYA

2007-10-12T18:31:00.000+08:00

suju sang with ivy at the university music festival.
wahaha.

and heechul wasnt havin fun like e rest.
so typical of him.

but ivy and heechul on e same stage.
lol. its old news though.

somehow my ripping sounds weird. like gt awkward cuts.
nvm. i'll rip again another time.

selamat hari raya to all my muslim friends.
maaf zahir batin.

raya fiesta.

2007-10-11T16:32:00.000+08:00

tag replies:

joey: JOIN LEH!! its for fun only mah!

preeseelah & py: YAH! u guys shud really go add each other on msn. my tagboard become ur msn liao. and openly criticise me on my tagboard hor. tsk! wahahaha. alot of diff articles critising him. saying he cant sing and wat not... haiz.

dee: go listen la. listen while u do work.

so ystd night, i bake brownies. for the ppl who are currently bowling.
LOL.

the ingredients:
ccndensed milk, oookie crumbs, white choc chips, and CHOCOLATE!

the mixture.

and the final prod.

the house is nw in a ~~mini~~ major mess. curtains are being hanged.
and my mum keeps screamin for me and my bros to stop usin e comps.
WAHAHA.

1 desktop and 2 laptops on.
for e 3 of us.
my 2 bros sendin each other games via msn.
super siao.
but a smart way to transfer games fr one comp 2 e other.
lol.

i might nt o online tmr.
but i'll see u ppl on sat morning.
wahahaaha.

so till then,
here's wishing all muslims,
a SELAMAT HARI RAYA.
maaf zahir batin.
((:

ps. i love heechul.

goodbye tutoring.

2007-10-10T23:19:00.000+08:00

i doubt i can tutor anymore.

work starts on monday.
1030am till 730pm
mon to fri.

cool eh? can slp in.
but i realised i cant teach at night either.
freak!

goodbye forum world!
wahaha.

so wkends will be packed with tutoring.

and thus my life no longer evolves ard sch and work.
but work and work.
LMAO!

haiz.

im earning 450 a mth. for workin 8hrs a day.
edmund is jealous.

and ive converted edmund 2 a kdrama addict.
he finished e whole witch yoo hee series.
and im still at epi 8.
wahahah.

k nites world.

py and preeseelah, u guys can bcum gd frens.

and oh! i found a kor ver of dlisted.
popseoul!

i cant belive i cried readin articles on chul.
haiz.

true love darlin!

dreamforest media.

2007-10-10T12:23:00.000+08:00

so the LOs are finally calling.
or smsing.

my LO's MS ANG!!!
im chao happy can? whee~

means i'll see her quite often.
((:

preeseelah ends her eoy today.
so here's a present for u!!

happy?

im makin brownies tmr.
my print room buddies are goin bowling tmr aftn.
but bcos of hari raya, i cant go!
stupid right?

anyway,
HAPPY BDAE AZMI!!!
screw all those racists eh? wahaha.

endless moment collab.

2007-10-09T20:38:00.000+08:00

im openin slots for endless moment collab.
so if u wanna participate in the collab, tag on my board, and i'll edit this post.

i noe im supposed to do an under the sea collab, but im plain lazy to start a new thread.
hard work. wahaha.

Participation List:
Heechul: Amy
Hangeng: Peiyi
Donghae: Maya
Sungmin: Qianhui
Ryeowook:
Siwon:
Yesung: Rool
Eeteuk:
Hyukjae:
Kibum:
Kangin:
Kyuhyun:

Endless Moment
romanised by me!

[CHUL]sojonghameul itkosarasseo chagaun sesang sogeseo
[KYU]eoduun keoriruelhemaedo nunmul heulrilsu eobdeon nayeoneunde

[GENG]neoreul kidaryeo ongeoya aju oraen shigandongan
[MIN]naruel kkok dalmeun saranguel wihae
[RYEO]werowottdeon shiganmakuem neoege da jugoshipeun
[ALL]My Endless Moment, Pray for you

[HAE]nega oebneun naui moseubeul sangsanghal sunuen eobseo
[IN]ibyeoliran maruel morueneun neowa naigil barae yeongwontorok

[TEUK]neoui jakeun useumjucha ireohke nan haengbokhande
[HYUK]keumi anin neoege yaksokhae
[YE]manheun nari jinagado neoruel wihan naega dwelge
[ALL]My Shining Moment, Forever

[WON]gakeum seoturuen nae mami oril himduelge halttaedo
[RYEO]joheun geotteulman dashi kieokhandamyeon

[HAE]neoruel gidaryeo ongeoya aju oraen shigandongan
[MIN]naruel kkok dalmeun sarangeul wihae
[YE]werowotten shiganmankuem neoege da jugoshipeun
[ALL]My Endless Moment, Pray for you

[KYU]ojik neomaneul wonnhae eonjena
[CHUL]manheun nari jinakado neoreul wihan naega dwelge
[ALL]My Shining Moment, Forever

[BUM]
Girl, My Heart is cold,
Please come back to me
My Shining Moment, Forever

*i might have made mistakes regardin the allocation.
but heck. lets just keep it this way.

we'll stick to one part person, unless not many participate.

the wawa i miss.

2007-10-08T17:17:00.000+08:00

for 3 years now, im known as amy.
more than my birth name.

but to my clique in poly, im still known as hailwa.
and i miss being called hailwa.
seriously.

but then again... when ppl call me hailwa, it feels kinda weird.
lol.

i miss these girls loads!
tabitha included.

mrs max, mrs i-dunno-who, mrs taufik, mrs kim, moi, and mrs bloom.

these were the people who went through thick and thin with me through the 2.5 years in poly. we studied for exams together, even though we took completely different papers... we celebrated bdaes together.

and most importantly, when i was at my weakest point in poly life, they were there to help me through.

and rool played apart too!!
but i dun have a grp pic with them and rool.
heh.

i really miss these girls.
many many.

can we please have a hari raya outing? e 5 of us plus rool.
or maybe rool is goin with e rgotes? i dunno lah.
just spare a saturday can?
i miss u guys alot.

my 3 inch heels.

2007-10-08T16:25:00.000+08:00

so today i went shopping with TAN SIMIN!!!
ms star student cum ms wushu cum nyp finalist for jia 88.3 campus reporter.
listen 2 jia 88.3 this wed ok?
and VOTE FOR HER!!!

we went to amk hub.
anw, e agenda for today was shoe shopping.
so we went mondo... and omg!
we were e longest customers there. ppl stream in and out.
we were still there. LOL.

in e end, didnt buy fr mondo. wahahaha.

and simin didnt buy shoe.

my shoe!!

and my mum says its damn high!!

i thought it isnt. but i just measured.
its 8cm. which is 3 inch.

OMG! 3 inch heels!
dats kinda high!!!

freak!
wahaha.

i'll try to work on the collabs soon girls...

and and and...
im tired of waiting for news from the LOs.
i gt no time 2 go back to sch!!!
faster call me can? so i can collect that bloody logbook?

eeyyeerrrr.

k bye.
my head hurts.
like damn badly.

malaysia!

2007-10-07T19:48:00.000+08:00

tvxq is dropping by msia on e 17th for an interview...
for only 8hrs.

and suju is rumoured 2 be having a showcase in msia soon.

OMG!?!!

can i go kl to see sj?
i hope they drop by s'pore...

*

dun worry ppl.
im kinda ok not.
scars healing soon.

Im true

2007-10-07T07:05:00.000+08:00

I SHALL LOVE ONLY HEECHUL.
AND ONLY HEECHUL!
BCOS I DONT HAVE A FLOWER HEART!!!

what i saw last night before i slept really made me super upset.
maybe i shud just stick to being a PURE, TRUE BLUE ELF.

how bout that?
then no one will worry about me liking other ppl.

here's to better weekends ahead. ((:

2007-10-06T20:25:00.000+08:00

such a gd day today so far. will start fr e start. lmao.

i found back some of my lost love for dbsk, thanks to asia song festival.
seeing the boys dance to rising sun and o jung ban hap made me tear...
den my phone decided to play o jung ban hap while i was at work, and again, i teared.
so to celeb my new found love, here's a gift for e female ver of dbsk, dong bang yeoshin ki, dbyk.

fr shine pv.

then, i decided to really go meet weier for my sj 2nd jib. cos i cant tahan liao.
my suju 2nd jib! i got my oppa on e cover.
omg! sexy siah! everythin is love.
i 4gt 2 take e a pic of e photobook. too bad. wahahaha.

my sexy oppa!

the 13 covers!

chul on e cover! *faints*

and then, awhile after i got home, my parents reached home.
WITH A NEW CAR!!
sexy siah. at least gt somethin to look forward to this rayer! whee~
mitsubishi lancer! and it will be modified, trust my daddy. lol.

then, a while ago, i saw qianhui's msn nick.
today is suju's 700th day!
AHHH!
and i got my album today! so chun...

anyway,

and to all of u too!!

much love. ((:

OMG! JONGHOON AH~

2007-10-06T06:41:00.000+08:00

tag replies.

peiyi: *huggies* but chul didnt come into my dreams... *sobs*

andeera: haiz... dun want say liao. u have end of ipp and the concert 2 look forward to after rayer. i have ipp. ((:

k last night, fti's mv part 2 came out...
~~im lazy 2 take caps now, will do it after i get back fr work or something.~~
nvm. i'll go do it now...

brb to edit with caps.
i need to take caps and stamp my name as well.
BACK.

[EDIT]

spot jaejin.

a man's first love follows him to the grave.

HONGKI!!!

minhwan and hongki!

OMO! jonghoon-ah! why are u so hot??

the tear jerking moment.

the whole mv made me cry again.
and jonghoon is super HOT! *runs from tricia*
can i have a boyfriend like him, minus the ending?
AHHHH!!!

i was crying so badly last night.
JONGHOON-AH!!!
noona saranghae!

dun worry tricia, i wont steal him...
WAHAHAHAHA.

[EDIT]

k i shall slp now...
looking forward to the money coming in these few days!
300 over bucks by wed!
OMO!!!
dats super sexy!

not collecting my suju album today.
shall collect it fr weier once ipp starts. will drop by tanjong pagar where she works. nvm. chul shall wait for me patiently.

heenim! i love u.
will post caps of suju radio session on ktr and fm inki.
super love.

will my true friends please stand up.

2007-10-05T20:21:00.000+08:00

its weird if i only blog once a day.
wahahaha.

sometimes, i dun noe who my true friends are... well, maybe all the time.
how many ppl really noe me from deep down. i think maybe no one. i feel lonely 95% of the time. at home, im like e solo person. my parents have each other (duh~) and my brothers have each other too. i have no one.

what i ask for is a friend. just ONE, who will talk 2 me not just when im high and happy, but when im down as well. who will scold me when i do mistakes, yet at e end of the day, we're all good. this friend, i have yet to meet.

i envy when i see ppl having close friends, and best friends. cos i dun have a true friend. or at least, i feel like i dont have one, when i need one.

*

and im hating hari raya. cos i dun see a point of having it. apart from receiving 많이 많이 돈, there's nothing really nice about it. there's so many preparations that goes along before it.

there's all e cleaning up, and baking, and cooking, and decorating.
and then when hari raya comes, u have 2 ask for forgiveness and all.
i hate that part. lol.

i only ask for forgiveness from my parents and siblings.
and last yr, with my frens...
up till now, even at the age of close 2 decades, i have never, and i really mean NEVER, asked for forgiveness fr my other relatives, and family friends.

cos i seriously dun noe hw to. and my malay sucks mine u.
i dont even noe hw to phrase a proper line.
LMAO.

so at the end of the day, i hate hari raya.
its just a waste of time, money and effort.
listning 2 hari raya songs not doing any gd. no mood for hari raya.

im only looking forward to the monday, cos its e start of ipp.

how do i love thee? let me count the ways.

2007-10-05T19:41:00.000+08:00

OMG! im super bored.
i need entertainment.

actually no.
i need music to mix.
cos right now, its music mixing mood.

my photoshop days are kinda over.
6 mths in tep, ive explored photoshop.
right nw, i wanna go back 2 mixing music.

and i realised that i might have 2 start edit videos all over again during ipp.
i have forgotten 75% of my avid stuff.
DIE!!

i should have done what siyu suggested. to go revise premiere and avid the last wk before tep ends...

im sooo bored!

call me out pls.
really.

and i really want 2 collect my suju 2nd jib tmr.
but im lazy. and its at 5pm!

i shall start listenin 2 hari raya songs.
lol.
i love sepasang kurung biru.
so NICE!

k bye.

life couldnt get better.

2007-10-04T23:13:00.000+08:00

1 entry today.
wahahah.
miracle siah.

ok pun intended.

the whole day, i spent my time mixing miracle.
sung by moi, dee, maya, rool and su.
95% done.

once rool sends me wookie's part she missed, its done.
whee~

maya is enjoyin e 95% done work.
its on repeat mode for us...
wahahah

k nights world!

i love suju!

SUJU IS 13!

2007-10-03T23:18:00.000+08:00

SUPER JUNIOR IS FOREVER 13!!

not 12, not 14.
we all love henry, but suju is only 13.

goodnight.

do u have a wish? tell me...

2007-10-03T19:41:00.000+08:00

taggies!!

andeera: primadonna funny meh? ok lah...

preeseelah: i think primadeli is found all over s'pore. wahaha. fast meh i do the header? ok lah. cos i gt inspiration liao so doesnt take long. and i nv use chim effects mah. so fast lo. i have no idea what's boa's colour. and no nd 2 apologise lah.

peiyi: LOL. dunno wat 2 say 2 u... wahahaha.

just got home fr work.
after work, had dinner.

den i went 2 check my tagboard.
e moment i saw it, i burst out laughing. duno why.

so today, after i woke up, switched on e lappie, went to download fonts, and got started with preeseelah's blogskin.

so shall go work on that blogskin nw...

u know what?
i think im e kinda person who doesnt wanna lose to others... what others can do, technically, i want to as well. im an IT geek. wahaha. seriously. i love html, although i kinda suck at it. video editing was like my dream back in pri 6. when i see someone who's IT skills better den me, i'll try to learn on my own what dat person can do...

so far, ive actually learnt audio mixing, photoshopping, blogskinning, gif-making on my own. and i kinda knew hw 2 edit videos back then b4 we were taught in yr 2.

in other words, im a tech geek, a poor tech geek.
LMAO.

what's my age?

2007-10-02T21:33:00.000+08:00

remind me again that im NINETEEN.
turning TWENTY next year.

cos seriously, i dont feel like im that age.
wahahh.

and i think i blog like someone in ~~primary~~ sec sch.
do i?

forget it.
age doesnt matter.

LMAO.

tvxq concert.

2007-10-02T17:00:00.000+08:00

ok. so there isnt work.
went there, and the girls were sleeping.
lucky they live literally above me.
if not i would have flared like nobody's business.

and peiyi slept. she came home and went online when i was bout 2 go off.
so i guess she slept after that.

my peiyi is not feeling good.
cheer up in-law.
we'll spazz more when u wake up k?
LOVE U!

anw, mr DONGBANGSHINKI are having a concert in msia on e 24th nov. let's see who's going...

andeera, izzati, rool, tricia, joey, jayce, shiqi, misuzu.
so far these are e ppl i noe are goin.

i know there's def more. db-stuffs organising a trip there. wahaha.
i think gina, ashley and xiaofang also goin.

SINGAPORE IS DEFINITELY GOIN TO LACK OF PPL THAT WKEND.
ty very much.
wahaha.

*shakes head*

in the dreamy unicorn forest i shall be.

2007-10-02T15:22:00.000+08:00

tag replies:

in-law: wahahah. i hardly watch tvants can? i nd ppl to tell me that there's stuff to watch b4 i go watch. heh.

EJ: wat u laughing at? LOLs back.

joelle OMG!!! *waves hard at joelle* HELLO!!!!!

joelle tagged me all the way from taiwan! whee~
hello senior cum sapphire fren cum junsu lover!

went bloghopping before i did this post.
no one said anything. so i shan't too.
unless u're in csg or sapphire or ftisg, den u wouldnt have already known.
or unless u're one of those i sms-ed. heh.

lets just dream ok?

thank u mr azhar!!

shit. i just woke up at 2 plus, and nw i have 2 go 2 work already.
what a BORING life.

peiyi, see u when i get back!

im bored.

2007-10-01T20:56:00.000+08:00

for the 1st time, i have more than 2 tags to replies! whee~
tag replies:

peiyi: wahahaha. cos he influence me 2 be a martian also. change ur avie?? must provide me e vid. wahah. which heyx3. i gt watch anot? im so bored now that u're studying...

gwyn: i see... hwaiting for ur exams!! acs inter siah.

ct: OH YES!!! tell me bout it! super super cool. suju on radio!! whee~

ok done.

ahhhh. ms0501 is in changi. hmph.
probably still bbq-ing.
yanting prob just reached... provided she already left cj.
wahah.

peiyi is off studying geog. she'll be back in bout an hour. hmph.
im super bored.

attachment starts in 2 wks. i wanna be able 2 go on msn at work!
so i wont be bored. i dun want go production hs!
please dont send me there. i change my mind!
i rather go to a place with fixed working hours.
so i can go home and spam on forums.

i hope i can still forum during attachment.
heh.

k bye.
shall wait for py to come back.

say hello to our in-law siggies.

2007-10-01T20:03:00.000+08:00

class chalet

2007-10-01T10:58:00.000+08:00

tag replies:

peiyi: really ah? later i go ask u. see if u can rmbr. wahahaha.

preeseelah: he came down to my sch for a ooncert, so i got to interview him. it wasnt an autograph session. heh. blogskin ah? i try bah. what u want?? suju isit? aiya. i can give u my old layout. wahaha.

so i guess most ppl in ms0501 are on their way to the class chalet. except for me.
urgh. i seriously wanna go can?? super damnit!!!

just for reminiscing sake, lets take a look at how the class has changed the past 2.5 years.

on the last day of orientation in april 2005. our newer classmates were still not part of us yet.

on mr azhar's bdae celebration, also graduation 2007 in june 2007. see how much we've changed? heh. this has every single one of us, minus those who've dropped along the way, plus e 5 lecturers of media studies.

PEIYI!!!!

2007-09-30T23:13:00.000+08:00

jun told me on msn suju was gonna be on yes 933.
peiyi and me went high.

OMG!!! sapphire blue!
it hasnt even been played on kor radio or performed on tv.
but it has in s'pore!!
yes 933 rocks!

den tvxq's shine and shinhwa's song played too.

*

so while i was spammin with peiyi on msn, we also spammed my taggy. heh.
my in law is love.
i made use of her 2 save my print screens just in case i copy somethin else b4 saving my print screens.
heh. tnx peiyi!

tmr, i shall go make an in laws banner for us.
hankyung and heechul.
den we go use on forums. heh.

i love u peiyi!
my in law is love.

nights.

tagged by izzati.

2007-09-30T20:57:00.000+08:00

[one] what is your natural hair color?
Blackish brown

[two] where is your default picture on friendster taken?
eh. friendster ah? cameron highlands

[three] what's your middle name?
just give my fullname, as known by public.
amyhailwa moree

[four] your current relationship status?
happily married to my cinderela

[five] does your crush like you back?
he isnt a crush. he's my hubby. so of cos he does.

[six] what is your current mood?
bored. i need entertainment!

[seven] what colour underwear are you wearing?
pink. wahahaha.

[eight] what makes you happy?
super junior. give me my dvd and album, and i'll e happier!

[ten] if you could go back in time and change something, what you would change?
maybe i wont eat too much back then. den i would have been skinnier den now.

[eleven] if you must be an animal for one day, what would you be?
i'll be heebum. den heechul will hug me to sleep. heh.
bu chul loves bullying heebum.

[twelve] ever had a near death experience?
no idea

[thirteen] something you do a lot?
blogging. foruming. photoshopping.

[fourteen] the song stuck in your head?
my current blog song.
his voice is love.

[fifteen] who did you copy and paste this from?
izzati.

[sixteen] name someone with the same birthday as you?
G DRAGON! heh.

[seventeen] when was the last time you cried?
cried? on friday. after reading velda's blog.

[eighteen] have you ever sung in front of a large audience?
got. pri 6.

[nineteen] if you could have one super power what would it be?
invisibility. den i can go sneak into suju's dorm.

[twenty] what's the first thing you notice about the preferred sex?
hair. voice.

[twenty-one] what do you usually order from starbucks?
that chocolate chip drink.

[twenty-two] what's your biggest secret?
if i tell u den it wouldnt be a secret anymore. heh.

[twenty-three] favorite colors?
black, pink, red & purple.

[twenty-five] do you still watch kiddy movies or tv shows?
sometimes. but its been ages since i sit infront of e tv longer den 30mins.

[twenty-six] what are you eating or drinking at the moment?
nothin.

[twenty-seven] you speak any other language?
english, malay, chinese, korean.
heh.

[twenty-eight] what's your favorite smell?
hmmm... my bed? lol.

[twenty-nine] if you could describe your life in one word what would it be?
boring.

[thirty] when was the last time you gave/received a hug?
on friday. i hugged like alot of ppl.

[thirty-one] have you ever kissed in the rain?
*hints to chul*

[thirty-two] what are you thinking about right now?
what to do next.

[thirty-three] what should you be doing?
no idea. join my family in e living room b4 i get sceamed at?

[thirty-four] what was the last thing that made you upset/angry?
the last day of sch. i'll miss my class!

[thirty-five] how often do you pray?
like everyday?

[thirty-six] do you like working in the yard?
no. lol.

[thirty-seven] if you could have any last name in the world, what would you want?
kim? i love my current last name. it seems angmoh-ish. heh.

[thirty-eight] do you act differently around your crush?
yah. until super obvious. i suck. lol.

[thirty-nine] name one song that reminds you of an ex?
no idea.

[forty] who was the last person to make you cry?
VELDA KHOO YUAN LING!

not tagging anyone. 10 names is alot can?
do it if you want.

ok done.
now i wanna watch golden bride ep 22 & 23.
bye.

NEW LAYOUT!

2007-09-30T20:45:00.000+08:00

whee~ new layout.
i love.

tag replies:

ct: wahahahaha. it was ok lah, nothing special. if u want me to tell u how it went, i can tell u online. if i blog bout it, i might really be attacked by netizens. heh.

gwyn: yes leehom. it would have been better if it was heechul. wahaha. but then, i might have went crazy. hah. cloud is rain's fanclub.

love my new blog?

i think it seems very grunge.
the print team would find this super familiar.
the style i mean.

actually, i did a similar layout for sapphire's oct banner.
den i fell in love with it, and decided to switch donghae's pic for chul's, den do a makeover on my blog. wahahhaha.

i might have 2 change it if sapphire decides to use my layout. lol.
but till den, im in love with this.

and check out the blog song.
its pure love.
scar deeper than love.
sang by my love.
heh.

chao.

i'll do izzati's quiz next.

wang lee hom.

2007-09-29T20:47:00.000+08:00

wenna knows.
sapphire knows.
siyu joy jason esp.

how i feel bout leehom.
1st impression is impt.
but heh.

i wont say anything here.
cos my blog will kenna attack by the netizens.
eh. quite seh siah.

attacked by netizens.
will i commit suicide like that girl kangin took a pic with?
since i took 1 with leehom, backstage?

wahahaha.
ok. that's so lame.

as promised, pics.
thank u for ur patience.
esp you diyana!!!
wahahaha.

*

the picture on the big big screen.

during rehearsal.
everyone, including student helpers and all were chased out.
but the media always have an added advantage.
filmin wasnt allowed.
but we took pics. heh.

mary from yes 933.

and he sings and chats with e audiences

exclusive pic.
while siyu was filmin, i snapped this on stage.

exlusive autograph. only one person got it in nyp since there wasnt any autograph session ystd.
for joy. heh.

and the pic that might kill me.
netizens, im media. heh.

done.
that's all.

now, i need to do that sapphire banner for october's layout.
damnit. no inspiration.

pictures. from last day of sch.

2007-09-28T22:00:00.000+08:00

i will post pics of tep 1st. heh.
leehom goes on another entry cos i nd 2 stamp my name on them.
wahahahaha.

i cant transfer siyu's pics out. got prob with e card or somethin.
urgh!

*

prezzies and cards for print team plus print room buddies.

i turned up in sch in smtown tee!!
but hor, i go home and discovered that my cardi stained my tee.
super bleahx.

camwhore abit while waiting for briefing.

our star student... doing dunno what.
wahaha. was it playing tetris? heh.

amy & siyu

joy and amy

chocs fr mr marlow!

my lanyard. nv have to use it again. *waves goodbye*

my work for the 1st 4 mths, converted into 4 dvds and 1 vcd.
one more vcd still with min.

ipp placement. major reshuffling.
damn irritating lo.
means longer time for results to be out.
super urgh!

leehom pics?
be patient.
tmr den post bah.
my stamp brush is in my harddisk.
im on my desktop.
desktop cant read harddisk.

heh.

will you marry me??

2007-09-28T13:16:00.000+08:00

firstly, after all the hoo-has... i actually 4gt that today's 뚱뚱 돟돟's birthday!!
happy bdae dong dong shindong!

and, went to daum to watch missing u perf. damn hot!
i love his black hair.

den i went searching for more sj videos and found this.
marry u fan mv. of chul.
e only one. heh.

the memories...

2007-09-28T11:08:00.000+08:00

first and foremost...
tag replies.

ct: i guess im better. the irony of life.
wen: he's forever in my mind. its just that sometimes i may be too overprotective of him.

*

LAST DAY OF SCH.
end of tep.
end of a semester, again. only this time, the new semester marks a new beginning to our lives.

ipp briefing just ended a while ago. ipp results not out yet. dunno till when. i just have to wait longer eh?

like what mr azhar said, if u could wait 6 mths for that company name, what's a few more days (or weeks)?

tep awards just ended as well. nah. didnt win anything. but...

to SIMIN!!!!!
WOOTS MS STAR STUDENT!!!

*

i think the whole class has probably read velda's blog. a dedication to every person in class. ive given mine out to some personally.

reading velda's blog and watchin the video azmi made brought back plenty of memories, both good and bad. watchin the video brought laughters and readin that entry brought tears. and this feeling within me that just wanna make me go up to those important people in life and giving them a big tight hug. truely.

to ms0501,
despite those bad start, you're a bunch ive come to love and treasure. what's sch without you people? the jokes, the laughters, even the tears. all have made me change to a better person (i hope). i guess im not that good with words, but thank u guys. for the 2 1/2 years together. i'll forever treasure those days.

and you know what? the 2 1/2 years, although not as long as primary or sec sch, seems harder to sink in. i guess that's what they call growing up.

the print room people,
siyu, joy, edmund. and our permanent visitors: simin, azmi and jason.
lunch will never be the same again. no more crazy dirty hentai jokes (heh!). the laughters will change. the people will change. but you guys will always be the best lunch buddies.
print was a blast with you guys around. the movies, hostel(s), lord of the rings(s), secret. the dramas, fantasy couple and witch yoo hee. and the enjit enjit semut website. and all those laughters and jokes. and also those bitching and angst that we released.

this room without windows will face new people in 2 wks.

and joy, finally, we're OUT!! and let the saneness come back to all of us. heh.

to all, all the best in IPP. have fun at the chalet. i'll really miss u guys. truely.

여러분, 기억을 너무 너무 감사함니다.
사랑해. 아자 아자 화이팅!
(go figure)

saying goodbye

2007-09-27T20:29:00.000+08:00

tag replies...

dbsk fan: sure. mdmselle.h@hotmail.com
tricia: hahah. no worries. i tink im ok now.

did a little reminiscing today. heh.

the hallway we've so come to recognise.

the room i called my 2nd home for 4 mths.

did some clearing up... as u can see, only rella and chul's frame was left to the last.

and the suju smag poster had to come down. *sobs*

at the end of the day, my work station became like this. totally empty.

im gonna miss that place. esp since its e comp i use to learn gifs, and did alot of stuff. my drama comp, my photoshop comp and my forum camping comp. heh.

*

and since we didnt have anything to do, we played games. i went find dressing up games. and there was one which had a section for room decor.

i found a dongbang poster in e room. i literally screamed. and, they were on the tv screen as well hor.

*

tmr's the last day. ipp briefing at 9.
award ceremony at 10.
lee hom concert/filming/interview from 3 onwards.

so u wont see me online i guess.
and ive finally shut down the comp on my desktop.
after 2 months. heh.

emo

2007-09-27T10:05:00.000+08:00

sometimes i wonder if i fit in.
i really do.

what do i do when im online? nothin much, really.
just staring at e computer screen. hardly anyone talks to me on msn.

maybe im just having pms.
or maybe im letting out all the unhappiness that's kept within me for the longest time ever.

i thought having more friends would make me happier but it kinda seem eitherwise.

maybe i shouldnt have gotten involved in all those things and just be a normal girl without fantasies and craze.

maybe i should have just gotten knocked down by a car, and died.
cos i doubt anyone would miss me.

*

dont bother. im just going though another phase.

i abhore.

2007-09-27T09:49:00.001+08:00

imagine being in a class.
where u dun exactly know the people around.

then suddenly this group of people, who already knew each other from before appear in the class. and these people talk among themselves, and refuse to mingle around.

how will the people around react? especially those who were around earlier? trying to make the class livelier?

HOW WOULD YOU FEEL IF YOU'RE IN THAT POSITION??

and no. im not talking about my class.
cos we're good as good can be.
esp since tml's our last day.

i didnt mention any names, so if you think u're the people i mentioned above, then too bad.

k bye. ive released my anger.

sexy bootie

2007-09-26T23:15:00.000+08:00

see that?

daddy says that i can own that if i can get into ntu.
lalala.

well, that shouldnt be a problem.

now, where's that ftt book?

and oh. i'll only drive those who are REAL to me.
no hidden meanings in between.

i shall blog about the ONE thing im abhoring currently.
i think jojo knows what.

bye.

its confirmed.

2007-09-26T12:35:00.000+08:00

so im not gonna be attached to mediacorp.
ok lo.
sigh.

results will be out on fri.
so many things happening on fri!

must start packing my place up liao.
poster must come down tmr.
photo frame must brg home today.
rella goes home tmr too.

all neat and tidy by thurs, 4pm.
lol.

I WANNA KNOW WHERE I'M POSTED!!!
urgh.

im a baddie!

2007-09-25T10:59:00.000+08:00

surf surf surf.
and found out that ASF was going to show this morning at 1.25am on sbs.

and i just found out awhile ago
that it didnt show...

so to all those who waited...
QIANHUI, TRICIA and IZZATI...
mianhe. nomu nomu mianhe...

#

im at home today!!
well, for now. took my balance leave and used it on resting.
well. i woked up early 2 start downloading e asia song fest.
but i found out it didnt show. so it wont be on clubbox.

im dl-ing km 20s choice instead. lol.
a show fr a month ago.
when the hair were all there.

but who cares. i havent watch. so i shall watch.
hopefully e dl ends before i leave for school.

i feel like doing a gif right now. but im lazy.
too many things to open just for one thing.

but while waiting, i think i will.
will blog again later when im in school.
i tink.

i wanna noe my IPP results!!

#

and if u have noticed the tremendous jump in my hit count...
NO! its not bcos ive become more popular (hah!)
AND NO! i did not go and change the number OR keep refreshing...

its bcos of SUJU!!!
google search on my lovely boys led ppl to my blog.
cool eh?

a longggg list of entries to my blog via goggle.
wahaha.

i love my namja-duel.

im so loving it.

2007-09-24T10:42:00.001+08:00

remind me again what im supposed to be doing in school.
hee.

i taught myself animated gifs.
made use of the video editing skills taught in sch to like cut the video.

den made use of e basic gif making skills that i learned from making blinkies.

and wa-lah!
im done with gifs.

its addictive.
but blinkies are easier.
heh.

i'll stop here and just go watch dramas.
wahahaha.